Cut off communication for so long had made me thought of you more than ever. An invisible wall seems to have cut us off now. It seems difficult to get over it, it seems impossible to get over it. Lonely is all i felt, moving to the dark side of my life. My slavish devotion to you had ruled my life. I cannot shuddered to imagine my life without you. The darkest part of it, no brightness, the eerie part of it, the most horrible of it. It seems like death, but I am still alive. Zombie, a living dead, would best fit me now. Thrashing about the darkness in my life, hoping to find you, the source of light back. Or maybe, its time for me to just give up and move to the deepest, darkest part of my life. Indeed, fear gripped me to see you leave. Sadness overwhelm me when I thought of you. Loneliness appeared when time went by. The happy memories with you only made the darkness more obvious. Weeping softly in the middle of the night, and acting like a normal person was my daily routine. Memories of you flashes in my mind like a spoilt player, it just make me more forlorn than before. My heart will be yours forever.