Thursday, March 24, 2005
Seeing Kenny's blog, I realised how he enjoyed staying in the CCA. I am enjoying my CCA too, but as you can see from the previous post, people seemed to be making me hate it. Rank seemed to be everything to them, not like Sherwin, even though he went through a lot and did not get promoted, he still come for training. Others, came just so that they can get promoted and be high among the others. Being in the executive committee is a shitty position. How I envy those people falling in squads with fellow squadmates, going through thick and thin toghether like before. Ever since we got our post, things had changed, relationship did not seem to be so close now. Especially toward him. Power struggle occurred. Things like these could be avoided. How I wish I am falling in the squad,doing things together like training our drills, joking during breaks, have fun during games day, learning new skills during lecture, punished when our drills sux. Soon, I will step down from my CCA and during June, Passin-Out-Parade will commence. Thinking of it did make me feel sad. But thinking of the person, make me feel happy of leaving the unit. NPCC in the whole is a good CCA but our unit was otherwise due to some people. I think I shall stop blogging about NPCC stuff since there is nothing great about it anymore.
Battle won at 1:59 AM
* Me!! *
Name: Tan Zhi Hao
School: Commonwealth Secondary Shool
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